I was running again. Running. I always did run. I run fast. Not to
something, never. Always away from something, from everything. This time I
was running from it all. My past. My life. All of it. I just wanted to get
away from that screwed up house. This screwed up life.
I hated it all. I wanted out. I needed out as much as I needed to breathe.
I ran and ran and ran till I couldn't lift my feet anymore. I slowed down
to a limping trudge my salvation army combat boots heavy and thump thump
thumping on the burning asphalt. My short mouse brown hair was all tangled
and needed washing three days ago. I found the nearest bus stop, payed my
fee and hopped on for as long as a few cents can get you...the nearest drug
store. The drug store was old fashioned..They had floats and candy. I
bought a root beer float at the counter sitting in a red vinyl stool
watching people around me. It was cool in there. The man at the counter was
nice and asked my name. I told him it was Thorn, I'd always liked that
name. I've always hated mine, Sally, I think my parents missed their
childhood and named me something out of the 50's to make me feel better. I
don't think they imagined the trauma of being named Sally. It sounded like
a dog. Here Sally, come here. Good girl Sally. Sit. Roll over. Fetch. Good
girl, here's a puppy treat. That was what I felt like in school and at
home. A stupid dog.
I sipped my long melted float wistfully then trudged out along the street.
I passed the corner that put this puny town on the map where Glenn Frey and
Jackson Browne had written a song for the Eagles called Take it Easy. They
later put a statue in and someone painted a mural of a girl in a flatbed
truck peering out at the statue. It's in the song lyrics. I looked at the
statue for a while then at the mural. I sighed loudly. This town was so
small. It had everything anyone could want though. Lots of hotels. Ever
since the fame brought by the Eagles Winslow kept growing and growing. It
was still no L.A. I walked along old route 66-head bent staring at my feet
(I never walked any other way.) Glancing up to reading signs and looking
around for signs of intelligent life-I didn't find much. Late that night
when I rode the bus home I saw a boy sitting staring out the window. I
pulled out a napkin and my pencil starting to sketch him. By the time I got
to my stop I had a pretty detailed sketch of the boy. I wrote my name on
it, hesitated then wrote my number too. I dropped it in his lap as I got
off and slumped off back home.