Weird
Crazy
Stupid
Three things to symbolize me
Three names I often hear
Names which I am called.

Yes?
Me?
Oh, hi.
My three responses
Cuz the names are right
And I ponder things unknown

I sit in the dark
On the floor
In my room
Which is Blue

My left hand twists my hair
My right hand teases the carpet
My legs are crossed
My mouth chews on a card.

Three of Hearts
Mutilated, Torn, and Broken
But still holding out

Three of Hearts
Imperfect, Mauled, and Inessential
But Thriving

Three of Hearts
Wet, Mangled, and Beautiful
And giving me some hope.

What game puts the Three of Hearts
In High Status?

What Magic Trick focuses on you?

None.

But out of nowhere
Out of needlessness
Worth is found.

A random card drawn from 52
Helping me think
Clearing my mind
Telling me that
Maybe a higher power
Has an unclear plan
For bigger things
For me.

Weirdo
Freak
Card chewer.
I am all these things
But I am nothing more
Than a paper playing card
Without Jesus to put me to
Better use.