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Rupture
By Bunny-Chan a.k.a. Broken Faith
I love you, yet hate you
I need you and want you
You tell me that you love me
Yet you always push everyone away
If you love me so much...
Then why do you hurt me so badly?
After all they say that...
Emotional scars are the worse...
Ne?
"become to obsessed,
and you'll lose your head
give in too much
and your soul will be dead."
Physical
Emotional
Spiritual
Not every form of abuse is equal...
If I could show you every scar
That exists on my soul...
Then maybe you'd see how dead I am inside?
Always...
Despite everything you've said,
I kept a smile, even if only to pretend it's alright
But it never truly is
Didn't you ever realize?
All this time, you've been ruining me
You've damaged me
You broke me, and I can't go back
I hate you for that...
"let him hit you
let him beat you
let him cut you
let him bleed you"
Oh yes...
Pardon my cynicism
But isn't it amusing?
You always seem annoyed when I feel lost,
Even though...
It's all your fault
Some scars can't be seen
Which is why I'm intact on the outside
but...
My heart and soul are both bleeding
Now you want to know the point of this,
ne?
You want to know why I said everything I did...
"dearest death,
dearest dark
did his intentions
hit their mark?"
Death has always been my passion...
and I'm not afraid of it anymore...
I'm not frightened and I have no regrets
You ruined me...
So now isn't it my turn?
Good night..
Good night eternal
This is the end
Now I'm going to ruin you
and we'll be together forever
Just like you promised
Ne?