Kill me,
Go ahead
Do it.
I know you want to,
I can see the hate in your eyes,
The animosity towards me.
After all I've done,
I'm surprised I'm still alive.
Go ahead and kill me.
Slow and painful
Or quick and painless,
I don't care.
End my pathetic life,
It's useless,
I have never done anything,
Just a huge waste here.
Pull the trigger,
Draw the blade across my skin,
Stir the poison in my drink,
Do something to cause great, eternal pain,
JUST DO IT,
NOW!
Kill me now.
I don't want to live,
End it here and now.
Go ahead,
I'm worthless.
Please,
I beg you-
Kill me.
I live with a monster-
Deep down-
The boiling anger,
Deep sadness,
Empty shell,
Pathetic excuse of a person.
I don't want to be stuck with him forever-
Stuck in him.
I'd rather die a slow death
Then live with myself.
I don't deserve a chance
I don't deserve to live.
I deserve the shadow specter,
Known as Death.
I deserve to rot in Hell,
To leave in permanent torment,
Anguish.
No retribution.
No chance to save myself.
It's over.
But I can't do it myself.
Please,
Won't you
Kill me now?