I don't want to be alone anymore
But do I want to be with you?
I know that I could probably love you
But would you be able to love me too?

I want to grasp onto your hand
And stay in your arms forever
But just because I'm missing somebody else
Do I want to settle for anyone?

I'm afraid to hurt
And I'm afraid to get hurt again
Cause I could bear to kill you
As I have killed another.
But my fragile heart will shatter so easily
By mere disappointment.

I want to fall into you
But I want to push away.
I need to push away.

I want to tell you I love you
But I don't know if I do.
And I don't want to tell you
But I don't want to regret
Having missed you in life.

And I don't want to fall in love again
.But I want to love you.