An: I’m losing one of my best friends, here’s a poem to explain my feelings.

*****

I’m losing you

Why?

Please tell me why?

Why are we departing every so slowly?

Like a glacier, breaking apart to bits of ice?

 What happened between us?

I’m losing you

I can’t deny it any longer

I tried reaching for you

But you turned me down

You didn’t want to talk to me for no reason

You emotionlessly said it wasn’t a big deal

Tell me goddammit!

How is it not a big deal?

How is it not a big deal that I’m losing you?

Every time you turn me down,

Every time you say things with no reason….

It’s not even funny anymore…

I accepted you for who you are.

Even if you act ever so…

Callously…

I didn’t care,

I enjoyed your company

You made me happy without realizing it.

Now you’re gone.

I’m losing you.

I maybe losing you,

But I’ll wait.

Even if it takes an eternity

I’ll wait.

I’ll wait for you to talk to me again.

I’ll stand beside you if you ever need me

I’ll be with you even if you’re not.

Damn it, why does it hurt?

Every time you say callous words to me?

My chest hurts, my heart aches,

Please come back to me,

Please talk to me,

I need you.

****

An: T_T I am so depressed.