Searching

It's so overated
Continues unabated
I love it, but I hate it
Wish I knew what to do

I feel like I'm sinking
Always over thinking
I just keep on drinking
To distort this truth

And I was searching for answers
From the people in my life
And it led me down a road
Full of pain, full of strife
Now I'm searching for the answers
At the bottom of a bottle
But I'm getting nowhere
My life feels swallowed
And I'm searching
I'm searching
But I cannot find

Had hopes but they fell short
Writing lyrical reports
My minds tries to distort
All I see in front of me

Feels like I'm drowing
This water's confounding
With no cries resounding
To tell me I am free

And I was searching for answers
From the people in my life
And it led me down a road
Full of pain, full of strife
Now I'm searching for the answers
At the bottom of a bottle
But I'm getting nowhere
My life feels swallowed
And I'm searching
I'm searching
But I cannot find