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Sittin here on borrowed time
Not an emotion left to find
Nor talk about
I feel so dead inside
And I can't figure out why
Nothing even phases me anymore
I just don't care
What's going on around me
Love has left me
Hate has too
I'm living on borrowed time
What happened to me?
I just don't know
My inspiration's left me
Along with everything else
Just a living shell
Eat, sleep and go to school
Is all I do?
Too tired to think
Work is so pointless
The only thing I ever do anymore
Is lie in bed
Reading my treasured books
And listening to endless music
Pointless lyrics and silly rhymes
Sounds all the same to me
And everything I look at
And everything I see
Has lost its silver shine
The world isn't so innocent anymore
No it's not
And from this point on
I don't think I can ever go back
Living on borrowed time
The dream I once lived within
Lost its silver shine
And it's exposed to me
Just doesn't seem the same
I'm so bored with the world
No one seems to care anymore
They realized it long before me
The world is a cold place
My emotions are gone
In this empty world of grey
Lost to the cold and uncaring winds of this land
I can't find a reason to care anymore
No reason to feel
Love
No reason to feel hate
It's all so useless to me now
Wish someone could save my world
Restore its silver shine
But I'd never be the same
To me
I'd still know my world was a lie
Guess I've had enough
Of the real world
I want to go back to my childhood
Where everything was innocent
Nothing was jaded
But now I see that's impossible
The only place
Where everything's perfect
And the silver shine still exists
Is in my dreams
Where it all works out
But when I awake
The world is just grey
No hope for a future
Of any worth
What's the point of trying?
When it gets you no where in the end
Why should we work our lives away?
Doing something we hate
No one has a chance
To enjoy their life anymore
If I had any emotions left
Maybe I would cry
Maybe if I cared at all
Or could give a damn about others
I would feel a little regret
We're all living on borrowed time
And a broken dream
Gone astray many years ago
The silver shine is gone
Our lives are meaningless
In the grand scheme of things
We won't affect any future generation
Learn to enjoy life
Maybe one day
That silver shine will come back
Maybe one day it'll all be ok
But right now
I just don't see the point
Just staring into a world of darkness
Where emotions don't exist
And nothing matters
That small silver shine
All but lost in this world
I'm emotionless
I could careless
Nothing matters anymore
I'll just sit in my room
Read my books
Watch my life
Waste away
Right in front of me
Living on borrowed time
And a broken dream
Just like everyone else