My friend the only one who ever really was.

My girl, I didn't need to fight to keep your friendship.

I didn't need to bribe.

I didn't need to scare them,

But I did to make you smile.

You were my girl my only real friend.

My Blair, you weren't blood, I wasn't just your bodyguar though I would of killed for you.

I loved you like a sister and miss you like mad.

I have searched for you for so very long but every time there is hope it is snached away by faits cruel hand.

I know you've forgotten me how could you not?

You were my world and I was just one of many.

It is lonely in my world it has always been so, you were my white light in a dark form.

Where others turned away you held on.

My Blair my long lost friend, I only wish to thankyou before I am gone.

Do you still breath? Or have you left? Are still a sweetly blended girl?

Oh my Portlock princess, my mixed Queen, dear friend I miss you..

I am so alone I rarely had friends before you and none but family since. I scare them all the way I am but you held on strong. Oh sweet friend I miss you even now.

Now I ask you read have you seen my sweet Blair?