If I die before I wake
I will take my hope
And drink it down
Down to the hell I've been through
Suffering and this anguish torment
I will drink
Knowing I will be alone
No one understands me now
I've lost 3 years hope I had
Gone in one night
Here I act aberrantly
Who will care
No one is here
This is where I incarcerate myself happily
I delved between what was right and wrong
That the thoughts virulently killed my true self
En every way I know
But here I stand not caring no more
As I look up
I smile cynically
As I drink my soda