Rapture

I can feel you behind me

Causing me to shiver

My heart is racing

Like the heart of a captive bird

My eyes start to prickle

As I know what your goal is

I feel something pricking into my lower back

Fear rushes through me

Causing me to tremble

Your gaze burns my skin

Your touch it hurts

I look at my skin

How your fingers travel down

I feel powerless

Unable to move

I scream

Making no noise

I wish I could step out of my skin

As you touch claims me

Claims parts of me

That are not yours to claim

You hurt me so bad

And I can’t make a sound

Powerless

I can only wish you will stop

I close my eyes

And feel you take me

All of me

Leaving me empty

I cry silent tears every time

As it happens over and over again

In my thoughts

In my dreams

I wish it would end

I know how to end

I will erase your touch from my skin

I will bleed

I will bleed

And be saved

The rapture

Life it ends here tonight