The pain is gone,

I am no more,

Into my skin,

The razor tore.

Slice and slice,

The blood pours,

Slice and slice,

My life is no more.

Heart thumping,

Wrists turn red,

Breathing slowing,

Am I dead?

My elixer of life,

Stains my bed,

Calming the voices,

Inside my head.

Growing weak,

Close my eyes,

Holding a note,

My last goodbyes,

A fake smile,

No longer my disguise,

Soon revealed,

Scars on my thighs.

Last written words,

"Goodbye everyone,

Though it was short,

My life is done,

In too much pain,

From day one,

How was I ever,

Expected to have fun?"

Grit my teeth,

Eyes squeezed shut,

Finally delivered,

The fatal cut.