I was so close
To touching the light
So close to becoming
My old self again
And then my emotions
Got the better of me
And I fell from grace once again
To the pit of darkness.
The darkness invites me in so many ways
So many that I would die for
But I want to stay here
By all my friends sides
Even if I am sad
Or if I am depressed.
"Don't let me lose my friendship!"
I call to the damnation known as Life
But it has yet to give me an answer
And for that time I weep.