My World of Darkness

I linger between life and death

I live, feeling numb

I do not care anymore

Yet I seem to be afraid of ending my life

There’s still a part in my heart hoping that

All of this will get better

What is a life if you cherish false hope

I am already chained to death by you

Death is beckoning me

Welcoming me

I want to give in

To stop this lingering darkness

And pain within

Shall I give in

I confess I hunger for something to set me free

Resue me from this toxicating life

My world of Darkness

I am struggling in my skin

Set me free

Cherish me

Never ending darkness calls me