Messed up
Why do I hate you
When I am supposed to love you?
Why do I mess up
When I am supposed to get it right?
Why do I feel depressed
When I am supposed to feel glade?
Why do I feel sick
When I am supposed to feel alright?
Why do I day dream
When I am supposed to pay attention?

Why do I feel like I don't matter
When I am supposed to feel important?
Why do I hurt myself
When I am supposed to cure myself?
Why do I get everything messed up?
When I am supposed to love not hate?
Rain Hess