MAYBE IF I DRINK THIS PILL
IT'LL MAKE ME VERY, VERY ILL
I WOULDN'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT PAIN
IT'LL LEAVE FASTER THAN A DROP OF RAIN
IT'LL MAKE LIFE EASY
THAN SUFFER WHEN PEOPLE THINK THEY PLEASE ME
THEY SAY TO NEVER WORRY
BUT NOW EVERYTHING IS A SUDDEN HURRY
THEY WANT ME TO LEAVE
THEY WANT ME TO DIE
I SIT HERE NOW WONDERING WHY
I SHALL GO SOMWHERE DARK
SOMEWHERE DARKER THAN A PARK
IT'LL BE PITCH BLACK
AND I'LL NEVER COME BACK
I WON'T GET HURT
I WONT FEEL LIKE DIRT
SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN BE LOVED
SOMWHERE 1 KNOW I WILL GET HUGGED
I NEVER HAD A MOM
I NEVER HAD A DAD
THAT'S WHY LIFE IS TERRIBLY BAD
II WALKED TO THE KITCHEN AND SAW A GUN
MY ONLY HOPE MY SHINING SUN
I TOOK IT INTO MY HAND
AND SAW IT SHINE
IT SHOT MY LEG AND LET OUT A WHINE
I FELL TO THE GROUND BLEEDING TO DEATH
I CLOSED MY EYES AND TOOK A DEEP BREATH
I TOOK THE GUN AGAIN AND SHOT MY SOUL
THAT'S MY LAST MY BIG DARK HOLE
I WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY
AND MYSELF TOO
GO TO HEAVEN
I WILL MISS YOU
I LOVED MY MOM
I ALSO LOVED MY FRIENDS
THEY SAID THEY LOVED ME
WHICH IS NOW ALL PRETEND
I'M LEFT HERE ALL ALONE
LYINNG DEAD IN MY KITCHEN FLOOR