One Promise

In the darkness I quietly keep,

Laying awake trying to sleep,

Thoughts of your face run through my head,

As I look at the blood that stains my bed,

Only you held me when I bled,

And calmed the insanity inside of my head,

Depression takes hold when you are gone,

In your arms is where I feel I belong,

Why do I feel so alone at times?

I need your voice, Must I remind?

Take me seriously, Don't throw me away,.

Sometimes I wish not to see another day,

The pain is getting to be too much to bare,

At the razor I solemly stare,

It would be so easy to take my life,

Away from the pain, Away from the strife,

But I made a promise that I will not break,

My life, I promised, I will not take,

I will live in pain just for you,

Now you promise me we will never say adeiu.