Possessive

Even when you're smiling down
I know it's my time to go
The hope for you, for me, for us
Died, not too long ago
My smile for you has been torn apart
My heart is no longer yours
My obsession no longer exists
And my possessiveness craves for someone new
Sadistic fantasies
Of a moment short-lived
Not at all what I expected
My hunger for you
Was a thirst for happiness
But your distinct doubt for yourself
Pushed me away
Your every thought
Is everything I expected
And I hope you realize
What you ruined
The love I had for you
Was crippled by your ignorance
And now you're lost in your own love
But it's not that I don't understand
I just loved you too much
To see you there