Big Mistake
© battousai24

I knew it was stupid
I knew it was wrong
To try and love you
To try and make you care

I knew that clearly
Yet my sight was blurry
Since all I could do is think of you
And worship you

I was addicted to you
But now I realize
That I was wrong
I'm not addicted to you anymore

It was all a big mistake
All my stupid fault
I couldn't see
I was blinded by your light
But now all you are is a faint shadow
In my mind

I thought it was pathetic
I thought it was fake
To try and keep you
To try and make you mine

I thought of it clearly
Yet my mind was blurry
Since all I could do is think of you
And worship you

I was addicted to you
But now I realize
That I was wrong
I'm not addicted to you anymore

It was all a big mistake
All my stupid fault
I couldn't see
I was blinded by your light
But now all you are is a faint shadow
In my mind

I was wrong, so wrong
I couldn't tell myself before
But now I could
That you were just using me
To get what you want

Now that I know this
I won't be deceived anymore
You were wrong, I was wrong
But now I'm right
And you're still wrong

It was all a big mistake
All my stupid fault
I couldn't see
I was blinded by your light
But now all you are is a faint shadow
In my mind

And all you are was all a big mistake
All my stupid fault
I couldn't see
It was blurry
But now it's clear
In my mind