I wish to fall,
And never come up.
I wish to cry,
And never stop.
I wish to sleep,
And never wake up.
I died on a bleak day in April.
No rain clouds on this day,
Just people.
I'm afraid of death,
But I know he promises love,
In a forever lasting darkness.
I wish to become invisible.
I wish to just stop moving,
Stop breathing.
Just fade away.
Fade away into the background.
To be alone so early,
In this life.
I just wish to stop caring.