Burning or loss

I'm lost loosing the words
I can't wright this down cause I am so burned.
Burned by love and by hate
Why can't people be quiet for once so I can think?
I'm lost with out you but getting burned by you
Should I leave or should I stay and just burn away.
Tell me love those words I say.
Is this love or just my love for being hurt?
I'm loosing touch is that your face I can see through the smoke and flames.
Are you leaving or are you still there?
I am confused
I don't have enough air.
Ash to ash and dust to dust that is what I have become.
Death is not as bad as I thought.
But it is much much worse than being lost.