I can't explain it,
But I know I put it there.
I won't deny it,
And that's because I just don't care

This nothingness I feel
So hurtfully real
Will never let me heal
So I guess I'll just deal.

It's all my fault, oh well
I guess I deserve my pain
It can be so hard to tell
But I feel my life is lived in vain.

The person you once knew is gone now
Too difficult to call him back.
I don't think he wants to return
His heart too drowned in black.

My life is NOTHING.
I deserve NOTHING.
I feel NOTHING.
Oh well

J.P.