I was afraid of your icy silence
I was afraid of your insolence stare
I was afraid of your alcoholic mood
I was afraid of your complete disregard for me

You were my friend
You were my soul
You were my hiding place
You were my refuge

I was afraid of cursed memories
I was afraid of wounds, too deep to heal
I was afraid of pain, echoing in my ears
I was afraid of blood, caressing my skin

You had my rage
You had my tears
You had my solaced wretchedness
You had my fallacious arguments

I was afraid you would fall
I was afraid you would close the door
I was afraid you would be the shadows
I was afraid you would twist the key

You are a great pretender
You are a hypocrite
You are a masquerader
You are a burning beast

I had as much rage
I had as much hatred
I had as much misery
I want an escape