Unholy thoughts in a holy place
My inner demon smiles
She imagines the blood she wants to shed
Her fangs bared, she rips off their heads in my mind
Tears out their throats
She laughs as they beg for mercy
And I watch helplessly
And then
She stops and looks into my eyes
'You see what we can do?
'This is why we live,
'To take life
'We are the daughter of the devil'

Swirling colors
Like emotions
My emotions
Red, black, blue
Pain sorrow, confusion
I just can't see
The simple answer in front of me
I'm just so confused
I don't understand!
Help me understand!
I need someone, anyone
Someone who understands
I need to talk, to cry
To let my caged emotions free
I can see my salvation, but.
I can't reach it
I'm pulling further away
I just want to know what's going on
Just help me!
Please, someone!

I have a mask
It always conceals my true self
People think I'm happy
Carefree
I jump and run laughing
They never see the sad look in my eyes
I don't let them
Few have seen my real tears
Those who have don't understand
I have walls, barriers
They repel everyone
No one ever sees the true me
Some have seen part of me
Others only see me as a wall
Cold
Impossible to break
More call me weak, some cruel
I want someone that I can trust with my every secret
Even this one
Someone who could understand and accept what others can't
Someone who would never tell
Someone who would never try to analyze me
Someone I could trust

Whoa. I'm not sure why I'm putting this up, it's practically part of my
soul.