A/N: This poem is very special to me. I think it’s one of my best works to date. Its about a past love and pretty much one-sided relationship I had with a girl that was and maybe still is very important to me. Please Read and Respond, email and tell me what you think; like it or hate it, I just want to know somebody connected to it in someway. If your too lazy to review my email is feel free to drop a message to talk about writing, anime, or other stuff. Thanx, J-Kyou.

“My Curse”

You say you love me,
But you mean
“I’ll try.”

When we kiss
You close your eyes,
and think of *THAT* guy.

You love to love him,
He loves to leave you;
And I’m stuck somewhere in-between.

You and I both know can never be him…
But it seems “Replacement Lover”
Is what I have been deemed.

Nothing’s said.
So please don’t lie;
But truth be told,
I’m dying inside!

My heart is frozen
My soul breaks
Each and every time I make your legs “shake”

You’ll reach your pique.
But scream his name.
I SWEAR I MUST BE GOING INSANE!!!

…to live this life,
To live this lie.
It’s all for you,
…and so,

I die.