Losing Myself

I'm losing myself to all those moments never had,

Losing myself to all those thoughts in my head,

Losing myself to all my heartache,

Losing myself to all the essence that is you.

I'm lost in your eyes,

I'm wandering your soul,

I've already lost myself,

Let me be yours.

Losing myself in my mind,

Losing myself to you,

Losing myself to your false reality,

Losing myself to my foolish heart.

You aren't real,

But why am I losing myself to you,

Why tell me why,

Am I so lost to you!

My mind is clouded,

My heart is shrouded,

My soul is longing,

My logic is crying.

My arms ache to hold you,

My lips ache to kiss,

My heart aches to love you,

My eyes ache to cry.

You aren't real,

You aren't really there,

You wouldn't love me,

You wouldn't even care.

I'm losing myself to all those moments never had,

Losing myself to all those thoughts in my head,

Losing myself to all my heartache,

Losing myself to all the essence that is you.