And Then

I lied when I said I was happy,
I lied when I said I was fine,
I lied when I told you I love you,
I lied when you asked if you're mine.

I cried when I saw it was over,
I cried, but stayed dry as a stone.
I cried when you said you were leaving,
I cried when you left me alone.

I died when I fell into darkness,
I died when the walls all closed in,
I died when I saw right inside me,
I died when I let life begin.