LAND OF NO RETURN

No breath.
No pulse.
Your hand is icy and motionless.
Why did you have to leave me?
Why did you leave the world behind?
How could you be so selfish as to end your own burdens and set them upon us?

My door is open...
I wait for your arrival.
Deep in my heart I know you will not come back, walking through my door.
On the outside, I cannot accept the fact that you are gone.

There is a pain deep inside the core of me.
It spreads like a threatening disease throughout my body.
It leaves me a repeating, sharp pang of pain.
A knife stabs into my body, over and over.
Why won't the pain go away?

Red hot anger and pain surges through my eyes.
A bitter tear rolls down my cheek.
Didn't you once think that there are people who care?
Did you think about me at all before you left me here alone?
Don't you think I'm hurting inside too?

I forgive you.
For I don't think I could live being angry at you.
I know you are watching from above.
I know you are soaring amongst the clouds.
Please watch over me.
The rain has stopped pounding upon my face,
But my tears have not ceased.
Gone into the land of no return.