I’m not supposed to love you

I’m not supposed to care

I’m not supposed to be the one

Gasping for some air

Best friends don’t feel that way

When they see the other walk by

But then, we aren’t exactly a normal pair

Which gives me the courage to try

Try to think of a way to speak to you

About what you mean to me

But the words are always caught in my throat

I’m not supposed to feel this, you see

I’m not supposed to smile

Just because you entered a room

I’m not supposed to cry

When you don’t lift my gloom

I’m not supposed to hang

On every word you say

Most of all, I’m not supposed

To love you in any way