I need to get these thoughts away from me I have to let these songs escape from me I have to free my mind, just let me be I have to spill, just don't listen to me I've got so many choices before me And yet an option out I just don't see No matter what, my choice will torment me I'll live with lust, for love is lost to me. I'll take a man to bed immorally And live with consequences painfully For I can't seem to live with only me My passion battles with my chastity Why can't life just drip out simplicity Instead, it drives my suicide to me I hate this emptiness burning in me I'll live with lust, for love's a fantasy I'll live with lust, for love is lost to me