My enemy
I remember the days
When I was so beautiful
When I was happy
When I lived
But that seems so far away now.
Like it was another life,
It could have been
I've lived so many lies
Why is this one different?
Spiders pursue your blood
Suck you dry of what you live
When the spider drank from me
The poor bastard died,
I watched him as he fell
When he reached the earth,
The dust flew up around him, in a warped embrace
I looked at the sky, so blue, so blue
The color of my unseeing eyes.
The clouds came and suffocated the sun
Rain came and washed away the blood
Yet I stayed
I did not know what this word was
I wish I still did not know
I am my own foe
My own enemy,
This world not meant for me