I hate you for leaving me
I hate you for lying to me
I hate you for not telling me that you loved me
I hate you for being selfish and stupid
I love you for dropping everything for me
I love you for protecting me
I love you for your honesty
And your obvious pacification of my self-confidence
I'm sad that you felt like you couldn't talk to me
I'm sad that your friends and family are crying
I'm sad you took a piece of my soul
I'm sad that, almost a year later I still pick up the phone to call you
Forgetting you're gone
I'm happy that you're not hurting anymore
I'm happy that you're always on my mind
I'm happy I still talk to your mom
I'm happy that love knows nothing of separation
I'm happy that I still love you as much, if not more, as when I could hug
you.
I wish I could bring back the ocean.
I wish I could still see the sunset
I wish I could still feel your hand in mine
I wish I could still hear you sing off key
I wish I could still smell Calvin Klein
I can't wait to talk to you again
I can't wait to hold you and kiss you again
I can't wait to tell you all the stories you already know.
I can't wait to see you again