Post Test Thoughts
N.B These aren't connected in any way. These are me being bored, upset,
angry and I don't even know what else.

I don't want you back.

Quit it, I don't want you back!
You ruined everything that I had
You bloody lied to me you hypocrite!

Screw you, I don't want you back!
You arrogant, middle aged pig!
I don't need you or anyone.

Fuck you, I don't want you back!
I'm just starting to live my life again.
I HATE you!!

I'm done with you, I don't want you back
The fact that I think you're gorgeous is not relevant at all
If you think that I don't live you, you're damn right!

I'm in love with someone else, I don't want you back!
You mean nothing to me, I don't care if you live
Or if you die, just don't do it anywhere near me!

Don't think that I'm your lovesick puppy, I don't want you back!
I don't need you, leave me, take your green jumper
Anywhere but here, or next to me.

The end of my world.
My nerves are shot to pieces
I don't know what to think or say or feel
Everynight I wake up crying, but why?
What's an illusion and what is real?

My beautiful horse, he's really gone
It's so unfair, I put up with so much
To get him in the end, but I didn't
And it's killing me that he's not mine.

My deepest love, what does he think
Of this broken girl with her broken dreams?
Who stands before him, whose lost everything
The simple girl who's in love with him.

That evil cow, who hates me so much
When she doesn't even know me
If she hadn't interfered with my life, I wouldn't mind
But noone ever has the right to control me.

But it's also me, silly me,
Who was stupid and naïve and trusting
No more, I'm a broken woman
And I've got noone left to believe.