Pissed, angry and a bit insecure at the moment.
Angst I decide.
Oh and if you review I'll make me beta give you a
And by the way this is yours...so get over it mate, it isn't that
good
-TauriPhoenix
'Sometimes I can forget.'
"No, I'm just the I can forget but I can never forgive
myself."
-Jack
Yeah I can forget and smile
Smile a bit
Just to make you feel I'm ok
Just to make you feel that it'll be alright
But deep down I have this feeling that I should have been able to prevent
it
Somehow stop the die before it landed, knocking you and everything in its
path over
I should have been able to stop it somehow but I couldn't
So sometimes I smile or laugh
And other times I cry because I can forget but never forgive
Because I was, no am helpless to stop it
Helpless to grab you out of the darkness you have been thrown into
Helpless to do anything
Anything but watch as you fade away
Anything but this, not again
I barely got by the last time when it happened
We all barely got by
But the same thing happened, I could forget,
Laugh a little
Smile to make everyone else feel better but you
And that's why I can never forgive myself
Because I couldn't save you,
I was powerless to help and just had to sit there and watch
It should be me not you
It should have never happened to you
And I know it's not my fault but I can still never forgive myself
But sometimes I can forget.