HURT
I'm tired of always getting treated like dirt
And holding in all my emotional hurt
So I open up and tell my mom
She tries to act as if nothings wrong
I think she has a feeling that I'm lying
I wish I were, I wouldn't feel like dieing
I honestly don't understand what's going on with me
But I need some help, some security
If my mom isn't the one who helps, who will it be?
I need someone who can understand my emotions and help me
The things I'm going through and the things that are ahead
I don't want to end up in a hospital bed
I don't know my future or my fate
I just hope it isn't too late
I didn't ever want to be looked at as the weird one
So I held my feelings inside, but now I'm done
I don't care what anyone thinks anymore
I've been hurt to my very inner core
There's no way I can hurt any more than this
People have treated me like shit and I've got pissed
But I'm done getting mad I don't even care
My motivation to fight back is no longer there
I'm hurt to the point that I don't even feel
My life doesn't even seem real
I know all yet I have no clue
I don't even know what to do
I have no desire to do anything that I used to do
I'm not like myself I'm someone new
It's because of the tremendous hurt inside
I'm not buckled up and I'm on a dangerous ride
Side to side I run into the walls
I'm so hurt within that I might just fall
Who will be there to catch me if I do?
Please get back to me if you have a clue