I Need You

I shift in my seat

Wondering what to do next

I don’t know what to do

I need you

I need you

But I’ll never have you

I’m pulling myself apart

On the inside

I know better than to harm myself

So instead

I tear my own heart to shreds

Because no one is here

To stop me

I rock back and forth

Finally breaking down

The few tears trickle down

I need you

I need you

But I’ll never have you

I’m pulling myself apart

On the inside

I know better than to harm myself

So instead

I stab at my own soul

Because no one is here

To protect me

I slowly get up

And put back on the mask

That I hide behind in fear

I need you

I need you

But I’ll never have you

I’m pulling myself apart

On the inside

I know better than to harm myself

So instead

I don’t even try to pick up the fragments

Because no one is here

To love me

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This is all the honest truth. Thank you for your time. ^__^