Living Impaired

I have been relying
On something that's not there
Obviously I'm not aware
Nothing gets done itself (self)
Anytime something is right
I find a way to make it wrong

This is living for the living impaired
Does it bother me to know
I am a freak surrounded by
A freak surrounded by

This is living for the living impaired
Does it bother me to know
I am a freak surrounded by
A freak surrounded by

Let me understand
What it is I don't know
What the fuck is wrong
Why is everyone scared away? (away)
Every time I try too hard
Or maybe not enough

This is living for the living impaired
Does it bother me to know
I am a freak surrounded by
A freak surrounded by

This is living for the living impaired
Does it bother me to know
I am a freak surrounded by
A freak surrounded by

Look at me
Then you see
How fucked up I can be
Such fears I don't understand
Fearing stumbling and falling on every trip
Crying for help inside

Collapsing
Drowning
In all my shit
Dying to let die
Everything that makes me who I am

Fuck me up again
Fuck me up again
Fuck me up again
Fuck me up!!!
Again!!

This is living for the living impaired
Does it bother me to know
I am a freak surrounded by
A freak surrounded by

This is living for the living impaired
Does it bother me to know
I am a freak surrounded by
A freak surrounded by

I want to hear the dying breath
Of everyone of you fucks
Jealous of the norm
I can't be the only one
Can't be
Can't