Ah, my mind's on you again.
Again, I find myself day-dreaming of us.
Every time I think of you my heart sinks a little,
I don't think I'll feel this way if it was just lust.
But why can't I move on? Why can't I do it?
I know the truth; the truth is you don't love me.
Yet my heart still says you are the one for me.
My heart's so stubborn, why can't it just see?
Even though I say this to myself all this time,
A part of me still believes... that you are the one.
That part of me holds on to the hope that you can still be.
That little part still believes that justice is yet to be done.
I can't take it! I can't understand why we can't be!
If you're not the one, then why does my heart tell me you are?
I need you... I miss you... But most of all, I love you...
From just friends, to best friends, we've come so far...
Without you, would I even have the strength to stand at all?
Without you there by my side, I know I'll just fall....
Even as I say think this, I know you still won't love me.
It causes so much heart-ache, I just cry in my bed every night.
The tears from my saddened eyes fall to my pillow as I hold it close
Because to me, you're more than just a girl, you're my light...
As you walk away from me one more time, I die a little inside again.
Things will never change for the best, because you'll never be in my life.
It hurts even more when I can see how happy you'll make me,
But instead, all that's ahead for me is a life of trouble and strife.