I'm tired of sticky cheeks,
Cracking skin from drying tears.
Salty drops glittering on my lower lashes,
And the pain carving away at my conscience.
This is more than I can take.

You aren't here with me, I can't believe it!
I'm just alone, dying by the day.
My hoarse voice screams, cries,
But nothing can bring you back.
Fuck summer vacation.

Five days alone, and three months to go,
The lonely chill is surrounding me.
I'm caged, trapped, because you're away
I can't survive three months on my own?
Pathetic.

The pain, the pain, it crowds my head,
I can't think, breathe, unable to function!
I'm dying, the life fleeing from me,
And there's blackness.
No time, no will, no desire to be anything.

The cold air, unbearable pain!
Burrowing deep into my bones.
Every word brings you back in mind,
And stabs my beaten and battered heart!
The pain, the pain,
Damnit!