I'm still standing here,
Don't you see me cry?
I gave my heart to you,
Now you've just let me die.

I tried to keep walking on,
Tried to keep my head raised,
But I really couldn't do so,
My mind's become half-crazed.

I tell myself I've given up,
But every time I try,
The feelings bubble up again,
I wake from the dream and cry.

It's really true,
I know you don't love me,
It's so obvious,
That even I can see.

But I can't stop myself from thinking,
Those many thoughts of you.
So now in all the days I pass,
My mood is always blue.

Some days I feel I'm over you,
Some days I feel I'm lost,
Some days I want to kill myself,
Because I know love requires this cost.

My mind is torn between two feelings,
The hate I hate to feel- and the love I hate to feel,
This is how I know,
My love for you is real.

I've told myself a million times,
To give up on this madness,
But I just cannot,
I've even begun to like the sadness.

Those million times I tell myself,
Reminds me of just one thing,
The million pieces my heart's become,
Because of the feeling your smiles bring.

I'm torn between two feelings,
Love and hate unite,
Because it has delivered to me,
One terrible, final bite!