I don't remember innocence,
I cannot grasp the thought!
But it must've been mine some day...
I'm a demon now.
When did that happen?
Where exactly did I break?
I see no crack,
Just black.
My wings are black, my eyes, my life,
Has it been this way forever?
Tainting me so long,
I'm a demon, a demon!
I spend my days in the dark,
Knocking down delicate glass angels,
And grinning as they bleed.
I'm the menace of today,
A breathing shadow,
Full of hatred, and harsh, stinking blood.
And as I walk through the crowds,
Their whispers wander to my ears.
"Hey, what are you dressed up as?"
Stupid kid... I shall destroy him.
Why is the colour black rejected?
I love to act,
But the theatre kids are so bright, colourful,
They shun my blackness instantly.
I love to draw, to paint, create,
But all the painters love realism and soft rock,
And I'm cast out again.
Am I demon because no one wanted me?
I've been a no one for as long as I can remember,
Evil and hating.
I'm dispicable, insignificant, throw me away!
Live your world of perfection,
Leave me alone, and I might not ruin it.
...Why don't you love me?
I'm sick of the perfect girls,
They're all mirrors of eachother!
I repell beauty,
But you're a demon,
I am,
We can love.
If two of the worlds most chaotic demons fall in love,
What will happen?
Are demons capable of love?
Perhaps I'm only malevolent,
I love you.
But why oh WHY do they flock around you?
Silly angels, I could tear them down with one word.
We don't fit in with happiness,
With fluffy white things, pink joy.
Take my hand,
I promise not to scratch or to bite...
I'm black, full to the brim,
You're the passion in me,
And without you,
I drain out to blank whiteness.
Stay with me!
No one else understands!
Don't leave me...
I can't die yet.