12/10/03
Inspired after talking with a friend the other day, and I saw how much he
had grown.

Changes
Everything around me is changing
Old friends have changed and grown
I remain the same.
They've matured and grown
I don't know if I've changed at all.
Could it be that I just grew earlier then them
and didn't realize the change?
I was more mature than my friends back in public school
and I haven't changed much since then.
My friend has thought about his life
has thought about how he treats others.
He found his attitude towards otehrs disgusting.
So he changed and grew.
I've thought my life over before
and I came up with the following;
I can't trust people, no matter how close they are too me.
Everyone eventually leaves, it doesn't matter what they promise.
Even saints lie by omissions, and that's worse then out and out lying.
Most people cheat, on their partners and their promises.
Everything comes back two fold, no matter how hard you try to be good.
And nothing can last forever, no matter how happy or in love you are.
So, are those my changes?
That I've shed my naive and innocent cacoon?
I almost want to live in ignorance
at least then
I could believe in love.