Two Different Sides

She loves you
She loathes you
She detests you
She hates you.

It all means the same thing to her,
to me.

I hate this life I live.

She likes me
She cares about me
She protects me
She's loyal to me.

I wish it could last.

Look over at the glistening blade
questions float through my mind
indecisive.

Only She keeps me alive.
She and fear.

Fear to die
Fear to live.