Lingering glances, secret smiles,

What is it that drives us apart?

I know it is not her, but that it must be me,

for it is only I and I am nothing special.

Sometimes though,

you make me feel like I am extra-extraordinary,

then a dark cloud passes over the sun,

and I lose the boy that I have grown so fond of.

Your dark moments scare me as much as they interest me.

I would love for you to share what it is that is tearing at your heart,

be it love, or be it loss, (for both are old friends of mine)

it would mean so much if you just talked to me

You thrown me off balance,

I'm trying desperately to stay on the line,

to hold you dear, my friend,

to not let the other me take over.

The other one that wish to destroy,

to cry and scream in frustration.

To pull you away.

I'm shaken- but I won't let it show.

It not as much fun without you,

but I am in control and not even you can shake off this:

I want to be happy too- so that means no more waiting round for you,

it'll take everything I've got to break free of this.