I do not plan on children in order to continue myself;
On the contrary, I choose to discontinue myself because I want myself to be
as much a difference as it can be.
I do not believe in entropy; I believe in meliority, which is the exact
same thing:
Things, having been forced into order, will tend towards the perfection
found in natural chaos.
I believe there is holy joy to be found in sorrow.
In all true emotion, there is the mystic -
The tearful wonder of beholding nature from each new angle.
I do not believe morality is in the numbers.
I believe everyone is out for himself, so making the happiness of others
your own happiness
Is most certainly your best bet.
I do not feel that the term motherfucking shiteater is illegitimate;
I believe that the prohibition of certain mere words is frankly wrong.
Yet, in their nature these words hold beauty.
We must always have something forbidden,
To take care of our instinctive defiance, no?
Ah, man. We compete as is only natural,
We defy as is only logical (see entropy, above)
Yet we force ourselves into single-file line, declaring equality.
Which is of course true.
I think this will not be solved by setting equality and competition side by
side
(For these are the fundamental conflict).
I think, there must be some reconciliation.
Good or bad is not judged by numbers.
Emotion is not judged on quantity of cheer.
Existence cannot be reckoned in length of time.
There is something new to each of these, the holy in the most vulgar of
humor.
That only allows us to laugh
And in a laugh lets us understand.

10/1/03