An: Don’t even ask. Random. This is dedicated to a friend of mine. Please don't ask like did this really happen or whatever, because this was just random. RANDOM, RANDOM, RANDOM okay?

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What can I do?

Someone is dying

Someone is dead

Someone is blaming herself

And someone runs away.

Bruised brutally

A cliché tale

An excellent story if it wasn’t thrown into the reality

Abusive parents,

And children who protected themselves

They were free for once,

Should have used it ease their life

– not momentarily but for good –

Someone has awaken, sworn for revenge

And he now knows all

The bastard he was, he hurt them, and they ran again

And again

Again…

Why hadn’t God saved them?

Lost lambs…

Curiosity got me,

And I was given this horrible knowledge

I turn into a sympathizer

But I want to be much more

I want to help

I want to save them…

I feel so useless

Hopeless

I tried to find a solution and still I do

And they weren’t solutions at all

Sadness fills my heart that is now heavy

I worry for her

The self-blamer

It wasn’t her fault

She blames herself

I am now involved

Unknowingly at first

How dangerous

I was oblivious?

I want to help them

I want to help her

I’d give them money

I have to do something useful

For them and for her

I could only comfort her

Try to make her happy

Fill her with illusions and obvious lies

Hope for God to help them

And her

I don’t want to be the sympathizer

I want to be much more

But…

What can I do?

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An: Dear friend of mine, I know that you don’t know that I know about you and your friends. The only thing I could do for you, is to be there for you, without you knowing. I’m sorry for this.