An overwhelming pressure sits upon my heart
Crushing, Smothering
Every feeling out.
But for whom?
For what reason?
If there are more than why must I commit?
Why does it have to be sexual?
I'd rather just lie there on your chest
And talk.
Feel your heart beat and know it's all for me.
But there are others, still who haunt your mind
My mind.
All I've ever wanted was for someone to be there for me
Love me
Hold me
Trust me
Listen and talk to me.
And now that I found it
Why don't I want you?