I did nothing today

But it was enough

To hurt You

My nothing was always enough

To hurt You

I didn’t want it to be

*

It was a lovely thing

I never asked for

Never thought to need

Until my fingers grazed the chance

Like luck

Without dice

*

I took a left

Even though I wanted

To be right

And bad words never suited me

But I said them tonight and last night

And maybe the night before

*

These angry thoughts seed confusion

Your sweet words

Guilt

You could have held me up

Or dropped me down

But You never made the choice

*

Now spin me around once

And leave the blindfold

Tight

So that when I swing

All that breaks is me

Just me