I tried to be the perfect one.
The one in charge
and keeps her cool.
The only one not insane.
I live my life
A entire lie,
Just to bring them
The joy.
They haven't understood
What I given up.
I'm the eldest
Of them all.
The one who gives,
And never take.
I may seem to
Glut down food.
However, what I taken
Isn't of importance.
My life array
In disorder.
I seem so cheerful
To my friends.
When all it is
Is a mask of protection.
If the world should
Ever comprehend
My complex mind
I beg them to .
-Release me
Of my pain.
To the skies I shall go
And belong.