i'm sorry i can't be who i used to be
i'm sorry that you'll never understand
i can never be what i once was
happiness is not as great as it seems
just like i'm not who you see
you say i'm happy i say i'm not
and you laugh so hard i can see tears in your eyes
what i said came as a big surprise
i've been crying all along
a few months ago my life was almost gone
because of the fake happiness
that you believed
the same happiness that i show every day
here's the key
how happy you see me
is how sad i really am